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On the Forbidden Letters - by Ieounas Urano

Truly amazing their knowledge about Alchemy. This is my reaction, and parts of my personal experience. I would be very glad if you published it among the responses to the "Forbidden letters". Maybe someone else are interested in a person that can attest what is there written.

Regards,

Ieounas Urano [nom de plume],
Sweden.

When I read the letters of the Paris 4 my reaction is that I finally and for many years find something that make me very interested to stay and read more. Paris 4: your letter reveals you have the true knowledge and at same time reveal that other people know quite clearly about this. However very few are authentic to this knowledge and even fewer practically follow. The Great Work requires combination of character that is quite rare in these times.

A bit about me:

Since I was about 7 I was deeply interested in hidden parts of life. I had a friend, a very close and special friend, that stimulated me, and in many ways we talked about the real meaning of life and our fantasy and reasoning was very creative and deep.

I started early with meditation. Being single I saved my seed (not knowing then how important it was I didn’t take to the usual way of waste) and exposed my creative energy trough reading, art, music, innovations, writing etc. I also meditated now and then, but never very much.

My key change and first introduction to Alchemy was trough a Gnostic group. I later become an instructor of that movement, and instructed people about meditation, spirituality, alchemy, how to save, transmute and use sexual energy, etc. Many ideas there are true, but some are also mistaken as I look on it today.

However my fire started at Early June 2000. It culminated in July, but august it suddenly run out of my body.

I can just add, that before this, I had made several practices, of "circulating the light" inside my body. This I assume, formed the "stone" together with a much closed vessel (I never emitted my seed).

I can just describe it as a great sexual spring rush. It was truly the "Bath of Alchemy". Mays dew had already passed and spring was coming into my body. The 4 elements broke down and forcifully mixed to a thick black oil. I was awake nights to follow the process. The "melt down of all ego" as I call it. On days my spine become super erect, I walked like on clouds, and I had tremendous energy. The right and left side of my body united and a large electromagnetic field was around me. Some of my great friends was the great alchemists of ancient, Sendivogius, Fulcanelli, Flamel, and many others. I had an instinctive feeling of what text was true, and was not. My source was Adam Mcleans great page about alchemy at levity.com. However, back to the process.. It culminated in July and suddenly in August it all cracked. The serpent disappeared, the fire was gone, but still I was burning. A friend was visiting me and he couldn’t be close to me since I was very hot. But "Hell" come to my life at that moment. I sunk down without protection. I had REALLY to bite together and force myself of walking and carrying on my life as usual. I decided not to see and doctor or anything since I know this was a part of the process. It was the breakdown. I lost my fire-energy but it was somewhere else to be prepared for some future. During the following 9 months I had great heart ache, sucking sensations in my brain, uncontrolled sexuality, and other unpleasant things. But I still carried out my instruction as a Gnostic.

I tried to make myself understood to the Gnostic group but they didn’t understand my state. They thought it was just ordinary feelings that was part of the way. So I decided to quite that and also since the way had become to much concepts. I had already passed the state where you "burn all books", that is leave all theories and intellectualism.

However the next year, 2001, the light come to me again. It was not fiery and forceful as last time, after a dream, where I saw a fiery sword in seven stars coming down from heaven, and a kind of lightbody come into me, and it was even more powerful than summer before. I even has power over weather and I had to be centered in a a great balance not to disrupt the great energy that surrounded me. It lasted from May 7 2001 to about 18 august 2001, with peak in middle as usual. Much to say about this all but I remain short.

Since that date I have been out of this light more or less. And felt like I lost chakras, and feeling quite empty. But I know something is growing very calmly and I don’t wait for something fast and forceful as last time, but on the steady new "Jerusalem". I cant tell you how thankful I am for your letters, Paris 4. It made much consolation to me. However about, your "Gay man", I am experiencing some of the same, and I understand this path, this sacrifice of making us totally empty to transform us some day.

Ieounas Urano,
Lessebo, Sweden.